Mist in my hot rain

i saw a bird ,
flu away from my blue sky .
i saw a tree ,
big and tough enough .
that place is a home .
for the birds , the leaf and my imaginary friends .
every morning , when the sun shining up .
i start my new day , with a smile .
and i can hear a giggles of 10 years old little girl .
running down to the lake , fishing with her dad .
i wish i can be like her . but ,
i cant . i stuck in this revolutionaries .
no more bird , no more tree .
i wish i can be free .

see shore , see shell

green and blue ,
beautiful colours on my eyes .
its all about this kind of wierd things .
where past meets infinity .
the sounds of waves .
slap the beach with a nice orange-yellow colour sunset .
under a hut , the place i'll always dream .
see the stars , see the clouds .
no change at all .
let's stand up and make us proud .
but , what if im losing my energy .
and no ability to rise up ?

i can write a thousand word ,
but i scared cause you will call me wierd .
i can sing a song ,
that you never heard them before .
i can be a king ,
and i can ruled the world .
i can be a song writer
and i wrote it to you .
remember me , its easy .
remember the past , its so fussy .
alone i write it ,
and it will be a masterpiece .
see the light , see the cloud .
do not fight and you'll proud .
from 2 to 3 , i will be free .
from 3 to 4 , dance with me on the dance floor ?

:) (merepek)

Baby I'm Yours :)

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky ,
Yours until the rivers all run dry ,
In other words, until I die .
Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,
Yours until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time .
I'm gonna stay right here by your side ,
Do my best to keep you satisfied .
Nothin in the world can drive me away
Cause every day, you'll hear me say .
Baby, I'm yours ,
And I'll be yours until two and two is three ,
Yours until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words , until eternity .

:)

it's my day , to tell you my story
and it's my day to tell you how much i love her
siting at my sorrow living room
ticking piano , play the love song
play it hard , play it harmony
play it real , so you could be free
say my word , say it free
say it loud , just you and me
we walk , we talk and we laugh
we watch , we holding hand , we smile
first , it was a dream . so i make it real .
see , that's my point .
catch your dream , now i've found one .
and it's my dream to own her .
remember my word
catch the rainbow if you can

:)

i found you hunnn :DD
you know what ? im gonna love you .
and my will grow and grow and grow more and more .
just like a tree :)
im gonna love you till my last breath .
i love you . atlast , i own you :)
thank you god :) i send you my secret prayer up to you , god :)
alhamdulillah .
for now , i will make you happy :)
my target - i dont want to fight . if we're fight , i will give up :)
i dont want to lose you hunnn .

mmmuuuuuahhhx :D

Dear Aqyl :

dear my beloved friend , aqyl
you know what ? i've been waiting for you such a long time ago .
im start loving you since my first comment with you on myspace .
i've crushed on you .
but since you said that you have a boyfriend , im sad .
3 days , 3 sad days . then you cheer me up .
thanks aqyl :) iloveyou aqyl .
but , i cant own you :( why aliff why ? hmmm
cause im not handsome , not cute , not hot .
im a dumbass . yeah . but seriously aqyl . if you want me to jump from 13th floor tower , i will .
that is because i love you .
my sunshine , my moon , my firefly , my light , my soul , my everything

iloveyou , aqyl :)

I Wonder ,
If i will ever love anyone as much as i love you .
If i will ever be able to hide the scars ,
That you left
If the wounds will ever heal
That You Left
If the clouds will ever lighten
But if you meant to
Make me doubt myself
Make me cry
Make me suffer
Make me feel alone
Make me hate myself
DEMOLISH ME
YOU Succeeded

Awah , you're my greatest girl i ever met .
but i cant own you :'(
forever i will love you . i know you hates me .
i dont bloodycare . i will love you for now.. as a friends :')

angin bulan november tiup sayu .
perlahan-lahan aku hirup coffee .
perhatikan tasik , perhatikan langit yang gelap .
keseorangan aku duduk ditemani lampu taman .
ternyata hidup aku tanpa pasangan memang kelam .
tapi itu hanya perasaan bukan ingatan .
mula hidup baru bukan senang .
banyak kekunang berterbangan .
kekunang dengan lampu , memang hebat pasangannya .
tapi kunang , kau kena ingat .
kau hidup , dia mati .
tapi aku tahu , cinta kau dan dia memang kekal abadi .

love is happiness
the joy make me laugh all the time
darling , dont ask me that stupid question okay ?
why you always ask me 'do you love me?' ?
why ? you know the answer rite ?
i will always love you .
always .
if i have a cancer and will live only 3 months , do you still love me ?
help me get through it ?
i cant imagine how pretty your are .
but , it's to late to own you .
why love is so cruel ?
i want to propose you that day .

:'(

alone i sleep
alone i wake
alone i cry
alone i dead .
its not just a feeling .
its like a virus .
there must be a mistake .
its not just a smile .
and its not a fake .
if im dead now , would you continue your life with your special one ?
if im dead now , would you smile when you burried me ?
if im dead now , would you remember me ?
its not just about love .
its about life .
like a burning candle

memories come hunting me again
with the sound of fire wave .
thru the sorrow street , where i was 13th .
its a place . full of desire , smile , and everything i could't imagine .
the sun shining thru my dark living room .
where i was 12th .
it's start all over again and again .
yesterday comes tomorrow and the next .
where i have a rubik cube and a brain .
it was my lucky day . where i met a girl .
have a big smile on her face .
words of wisdom .

yesterday comes tomorrow and the next day and day .
the sun still shining on me .
but i cant see the light very clearly .
the shadow never giveup following me .
even if the sun goes down .
and the shadow was really lonely .
i gave you flower , and my love as high as tower .
i gave you ring , so i can be your king .
i gave you my kiss , to make you not so miss .
i gave you my hand , so i can share my happiness with you until my end .
even across the atlantic sea , theres no place i could be .
could be with you .
just with you .
all about you .
yes , you :)

3 steps down 5 ups :)

it's a wonderful morning .
with a cup of tea . just you and me .
gasping fresh air at 10.00 am with you .
i dont need sugar on my tea . cause i have my sugar next beside me .
im outing with my sugar , even if sick .
i rather die just to say to my sugar ' i love you '
together we going to our secret place .
where i have a burning torch .
that place was in forest . next to the graveyard .
where the true love died together .
im chasing you at the beach .
i got you babe .
i have a best day with you , today :)

alangkah indahnya dunia ni aku yang punya .
perlahan-lahan aku hirup air soda
sayup-sayup aku lihat mata kau .
jauh kedalam aku nampak cinta seorang pencinta .
kau adalah awan aku , kau lindungi aku di kala aku panas
kau adalah jantung aku .
kau buatkan diri aku lengkap .
kau adalah mata aku .
kau adalah hidup aku .
semuanya kau sayang .

esok hari indah .
semalam biarlah lepas .
kelmarin jangan di ingat .
aku cari kau .
aku tunggu kau .
sempat aku menghirup bau harum jasmine kau
kau indah . kau cantik
kau susah die gubah macam corak batik.
kau ibarat air dan aku pula cawan .
kau memenuhi cawan aku dengan air kau.
aku mula rindu kau . tiba-tiba keluar dari benak kosong
kaulah segalanya untuk aku .
kaulah nyawa aku .
kaulah hujan aku bila aku panas .
semuanya kau , kau , kau .
dan , apakah aku ini istimewa untuk diri kau ?

Perkataan tanpa memikir

kekadang , cinta memang sedih ,
memang terasa pedih .
kau begitu indah di kala senja .
aku hanya kelip-kelip yang terbang di waktu senja .
kau adalah botol yang kosong .
kau dan aku memang lain .
tapi cinta tiada penghalang dan mesti ada peyelesaian .
jikalau aku kelip-kelip dan kau botol yang kosong ,
kau tebuklah lubang supaya aku boleh memenuhi ruang kosong hati kau .
kau dan aku memang berbeza .
tetapi cinta kita , kekal abadi selamanya

Awah :)

she's my sunshine on my cloudly evening day
she's my moon when the sun cant linger in my night
she's my firefly , fly alone in a dark scary creepy forest
she's my wind , she always make me feel so cool and not so hot
she's my tom and jerry , always make me laugh .
and im glad i found you , Awah :)
and nobody , nobody can replace you on my deep heart core .

to you Awah :) and iloveyousomuch . more than anything . more than i could say . and more than you could imagine :)

di awan kelabu ku ucapkan selamat tinggal
hingga hatiku kau buat tertanggal
malam senyap tanpa lampu
ku duduk sambil meracu
mengapa kau perlu dia ?
dari dalam ku lihat cahaya cinta
oh aku tak kisah .
kenapa cinta memedihkan ?
kenapa cinta begitu seksa ?
kenapa kita perlu cinta ?
kenapa aku perlu cinta ?
tanyalah awan dan dia akan bertanya kepada malaikat cinta .

:')

morning always good like a spring
afternoon , just like coming soon
evening , just like in a strawberry garden
and night , i on my flight
to a place where i can have my only dreams
i can see red tree
and a big morgy frog
the rainbow birds are singing in my morning
and i will built my own statue . i will call it 'the one'
then i saw a princess . she's cute
when she's smiling , my lonely dark turns to a happy place .
when she's walking , flowers grow faster and colourful .
when the time has come , she came tu her place . and sleep against rose .
she's not talkitive . and not a shy person .
she's the one .
i try to be his boyfriend .
i try to tell her that i really love her .
but she'll never understand .
i hope she's mine today .

now you are not very important to me because you never understand my feelings , Mai :')

Sampai Masa

kenapa lah kau tak tahu yang aku sayang kau .kenapa lah kau tak tahu yang aku tunggu kau.dah lama sangat .aku sayang kau sangat sangat .aku rindu kau .aku nak berbaik dengan kau .tapi kenapa kau selalu nak bergaduh dengan aku ?hurm . takpelah . aku boleh berhenti sayang kau .tapi kau kena ajar aku macam mana nak lupakan kau .aku tak perlu tunggu kau lagi.aku dah putus asa .sekarang kau bukan lagi benda penting dalam hidup aku

life without love , just like live without Oxygen

life without smile , just like live in the dark

alone in my night without my moonlight

and waiting dogs growling .

green colour on my wall

orange colour on my left side .

it's does'nt matter cause all i wanna say is ,

iloveyou,my oxygen

imissyou,smile

ineedyou,happiness .

M<3

you're the only one

my blue sky,my orange flower

you're the best i ever had

im glad i found you today .

when i saw your face

my tongue was freeze at that time

my eyes are not blinkin'

my mouth was zip .

im very happy .

you're my only purple trees .

you're so hard to find .

iloveyou,imissyou,ineedyou :)

IMissYou

If one day you feel like crying

Call me

I dont promise that i will make you laugh , but i can cry with you .

If one day you want run away , Dont be afraid to call me .

I dont promise to ask you stop

But i can run with you .

If one day you don't want to listento anyone ,

Call me .

I promise to be there for you .

And I promise to be very quiet .

If one day you call me...and no answer.

please come fast to me . perhaps i need you...

:')

trouble is your partner .

:)

siren ambulans berbunyi

jauh dari pelusuk kota karam

guitar karan berbunyi

jauh dalam rumah sederhana

hati aku berbunyi dan berhenti dan berkata

mana nadi untuk jalankan darah?

macam mana kau nak hidup kalau takde nadi tu?

aku tak kesah janji hati aku di curi dan di simpan oleh gadis yang aku sayang.

:)

:(

dah lama sangat aku tunggu kau

kenapa kau tak sedar?

dah banyak sangat puisi cinta aku buat untuk kau

kenapa kau tak baca?

dah banyak kali aku pandang muka kau

kenapa kau tak sedar?

dah banyak sangat senyum aku untuk kau

kenapa kau tak ceria?

aku give up

aku tak perlu tunggu kau lagi

sebab kau bukan untuk aku...

tidak mengapa.

biarlah aku bawa diri.

pergi jauh dari kau.

mungkin kau lagi suka.

mungkin kau lagi bahagia.

mungkin kau lagi gembira.

aku cuma perlukan senyuman,senyuman yang ikhlas

dari kau.senyuman yang boleh membuat dunia gelap menjadi terang.

sekarang,kau bukan lagi benda yang penting dalam hidup aku...

:( korang pun tau siape

menunggu cahaya datang

kenapa masa berjalan begitu cepat?

tak sempat aku nak bernafas.

tak sempat aku nak senyum puas.

tak sempat aku nak jernihkan hati yang busuk.

tak sempat aku nak cakap aku sayang kau.

tak sempat aku nak bersama kau.

tak sempat aku nak hidup dengan kau.

tak sempat aku nak sayang kau.

tak sempat aku nak rindu kau.

tak sempat aku nak pegang tangan kau.

tak sempat aku nak kucup kau.

kenapa masa berjalan begitu cepat?

aku sayang kau.kau tahu tu?

aku rindu kau.kau rindu aku?

aku benci kau.kau terima aku?

aku cium kau.kau suka aku?

aku pegang tangan kau.kau selesa?

aku pandang mata kau.kau senyum?

aku bercakap dengan kau.kau tak penat?

aku tunggu kau.ada kau tahu?

:(

dear ex girlfriends .

i know im not a good lover .

i know im not a good kisser .

i know im not a good guy .

cause im just a jealous guy .

but serious , my love was truth .

im not a casanova or a player .

thanks for your love

your voice

your pictures or everything .

i love you forever .

just like i said .

-to my ex girlfriends

Tracks of my tears

september's rain are already fallin'

just like my tear drops .

i always want to ask her

something very cold .

i need you .

seriously . i miss you .

and obviously i love you .

every love word that i already spoke it to you

it's not fake or an act .

you say give you hell , i say track of my tears .

you say love story , i say all my only dreams .

i hope someday , just someday

she will be mine . forever it will .

i'm not a handsome guy but my love ,

was truth .

i'm not a rich guy . but i can be a prince .

your prince . but it's just a dream , someday .

i remember when our first met .

under the dark wonderful sky .

your smile and your voice , full of desire .

your eyes when it blinks , there's katrina tornado in France .

your smile can kill my sad and sobbing .

now , im not a sobber or a cry baby or something we should ashamed .

i try to picture you , but my eyes . cant see it clearly .

cause there're light everywhere . and it kill my eyes .

you're my moonlight in my sunny day .

you're my sunshine or light or everything .

but i cant own you girl .

cause you're already have someone .

that guy are very lucky .

cause he already own queen of my days

Mai , sorry :(

if i can own you tonight

we can listen to the rain outside .

we can talk about us . just two of us .

until the sun arise and give us a big smile .

:)

i should kill you , man in black suit

cause you have a sweet honey sugar bum girl that i ever met .

i'll wait for you my dearest .

kitten in my basket

bucket of flower

a glass of water

im as cool as cucumber .

i cant stand it .

i cant accept it .

you're so cruel girl .

cause you have make me fall in love to you .

can i own you rite now ?

<3

day by day .

i'm start loving you .

more than your boyfriend

more that your friends .

more than my good stuff

more than anything .

every night , it's always our night .

every hour , it's always out time .

every morning , you're my sunshine .

my light .

my water .

my handphone .

my everything .

i know you like music .

can you hear my heart beat ?

it's raining outside ,

im wating inside .

i remember her smile .

i remember her voice .

i remember her face

and forever it will paste .

his laughing at me .

his cute . yeah , it's true .

day by day . i've start loving her .

i admit it . alot of poem that i make just for her .

i rather die just to tell her that i love her .

from my head to toe .

i'm not da vincci .

i'm not Paul McCartney .

i'm not Superman .

but i can be a good lover :)

just a word

Love, love, love

There's nothing you can do that can't be done.

Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.

Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.

All you need is love.

Love is all you need.

Nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.

all you need is love

1st time

kecamuk hati mencari senja yang indah

aku dengan kau .

tingkat paling atas sekali .

di eiffel tower .

langit dan bumi dan awan menjadi saksi .

aku tak peduli setiap kata sial orang .

sebab aku tetap kau yang punya .

letih aku berdiri seorang di dalam rumah sedangkan ada kerusi .

penat aku berjalan seorang sedangkan ada kereta .

ketawa aku seorang sedangkan ianya sedih .

pejam aku mata sedangkan aku tak buta .

hubungan kita masih muda .

akan aku tempuh segala sial , malapetaka , celaka .

dengan kau . aku tau engkau kuat sayang

just a single word full of one thousand meanings .

every word is a lie .

lie , lie and lie .

until you die .

every day is just a day .

we open our eyes .

look up to the sky .

i hope my dreams will come true .

i dreamed about you and me . at the top of the eiffel tower .

kissing you and just you and me .

watching the sun goes down .

at the night , just both of us .

watching scary movie together .

you were scared cause that stupid fucking bullshit man always disturbed us .

i'll kill him and enjoy the movie .

you were too sleepy and your head meet my shoulder.

you hold my hand and you say this word

"honey , i love you so bad . can i kiss you now ? "

and the best part .

we were kissing all night long :)

iloveyousomuch,nor atikah md noor :)

I try to picture a girl through a looking glass
And see her as a carbon atom, see her eyes and stare back at them
See the girl as her own new world
Though her home is on the surface she is still a universe

Glory God, oh God is peeking through the blinds
Are we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

Live high, live mighty
Live righteously takin' it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously

I try to picture the man to always have an open hand
See him as a giving tree, see him as matter
Matter of fact he's not a beast
No, not the devil either, always a good deed doer
Well, it's laughter that we're makin' after all

The call of the wild is still in order nationwide
In the order of the primates all our politics are too late
Oh my, the congregation in my mind
Is an assembly selling gratitude and practicing their lovin' of you

And oh, let's take it easy and celebrate the malleable reality
Because nothing is ever as it seems, this life is but a dream

Live high, live mighty
Live righteously takin' it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously, let's take it easy

-Live High ( Jason Mraz )

just for you mrs.cookie monster : )

i already found one .

just know her about 2-3 days ago .

i hope she's mine . mine forever

i cant take her out of my head .

because i want her to be my girl .

my mrs.cookie monster :)

her name is atikah .

HAHA :D

when i see your smile

it changed me alot .

i start thinking of you .

every moment .

and when i close my eyes ,

i hope you'll be right by my side .

i hope i can hugged you . and kissed you .

i'll remember it until my last breath .

i love you so much .

more than i could say .

more than i could breath .

more than my heart beat .

more than anything .

and the best part .

forever i will , honey :)

i was wondering if i can say this word to you .

"sayang , iloveyou so much . you complete my life . you fill my empty space in my heart .

if somethings wrong , i will be you bodyguard . i just wanted you to be happy "

i hope i have a guitar,note book and a pen .

because i can make a beautiful song made from my own heart .

every plucking reminds me about your smile .

every single word that i spoke , it full of 1000 meanings .

if i got you girl , i will love you forever and forever will be the bestest anniversary .

if i got you girl , i will hug you until the rain was stop .

if i got you girl , i will kiss you . i put my happiness on my kiss .

if i got you girl , forever i own you .

you are my sunshine , my light , my word , my mouth , my eyes .

you are very important to me .

i hope i found one :)

oh darling , the stars was shimmering and flickering for us .

just me and you , at my own roof .

you were too scared of darkness but why ? i always be your light .

you were too weak to fight your own weakness but why ? i always be your hammer .

you were too sad when your umbrella has flew away but why ? i always be your cloud .

you were too scared to say i love you but why ? i always wanted you to say that beautiful word :)

the day

i always alone in my morning

and the sun always shining .

i was alone at my night

and the light will help me through it .

full of desire to talk.

sad never ending .

i should kill that men

with a black suit and have an innocent face .

because he make me jealous .

im jealous because that men have what i've dream for .

a girl . not like other girl .

but special one . her smile , her face , her voice , her spoken word .

i will remember it .

when the sun is down ,

the bats all around .

just you and the sunset ,

never make me sad .

its start when the men who never cry but always smile.

smile from a deep heart core .

never give up.

walk down the street with the black shadows from behind .

shadows come from the black unknown hole .

i was dream . i dream about one place called hopingfree.

it was wonderful place .

i hope i have one row strawberry plant and two cat for accompany me .

it was peace place . peace come droping slow from the morning viels .

i hope i meet my pricess at that place .

when the day is dark , and only the stars and moon in my night .

i dream i'm lying in the field with my princess .

see the stars together and listen to the beatles music .

then she's put his head on my chest and listen to my heart beat .

oh , that was wonderful nite .

but that is all dream . you can catch your dream if you really want it .

"catch the rainbow if you can".

love is like a shadow that always follow us in the dark .

love is like colours .

love is like a rainbow .

love is like a tree .

love is like a game .

all about love .

i'm in love with this girl :)

everynight,it's always our night .

everyday,it's always our day .

we laugh together .

telling a joke .

sad together .

happy together .

before 1st july,she always with me.

she always take care of me.

since her left me for other guy ,im so lonely .

lot of love poem that i made just for her .

now she is taken .

and she's change .

she's never with me .

i'm so lonely . i just want her to be happy with his new guy .

i will accept that she's taken .

and i will remember it every second , every night , every day , every morning and forever .

i hope she read this .

Oh, life could be a dream..
If I could take you up in paradise up above..
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love,
Life could be a dream, sweetheart.

Oh, life could be a dream...
If only all my precious plans would come true..
If you would let me spend my whole life lovin' you
Life could be a dream, sweetheart..

Now every time I look at you
Something is on my mind..
If you do what I want you to
Baby, we'd be so fine!

iloveyoubeby. :)

Fake Plastic Trees

Green plastic watering can.
For her fake chinese rubber plant.
In the fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man.
In a town full of rubber plans.
To get rid of itself.
It wears her out,it wears her out....
It wears her out,it wears her out....

She lives with a broken man..
A cracked polystyrene man.
Who just crumbles and burns...
He use to do surgery.
For girls in the eighties.
But gravity always wins.
And it wears him out,it wears him out...
It wears him out,it wears him out...

She looks like the real thing...
She tastes like the real thing..
My fake plastic Love.
But I cant't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling...
If I just turn and run...
And it wears me out,it wears me out...
It wears me out,it wears me out...

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time.
Oh, oh.

Karya aku

dimanakah hati aku?
oh,aku sudah jatuh cinta!
siapakah gerangan wanita yang telah mencuri hati aku?
oh,indahnya.

aku akan ingat setiap senyum mu,gelak tawa mu,suara mu,mata mu yg membuat aku tenang.
alangkah indahnya jika dunia ini kita berdua yang punya?
oh,i sayang u!

setiap saat aku bersama kau adalah masa yang indah bagi aku selama setahun.
aku sayang kau.aku sayang kau.

aku sayang kau !

akan aku menemani kau semasa kau sunyi.
akan aku lindungi kau semasa kau susah.
akan aku peluk kau semasa kau sejuk.
akan aku menyayangi kau sepertimana kau menyayangi aku. :)

sudah 4 bulan kita bersama.
aku harap hubungan kita akan bertahan lagi 4 bulan,4 tahun,4 dekad,4 abad.

akan aku habiskan sisa-sisa hidup aku bersama mu.

i love u,i always love u,i love u more. :)

-alif