Thursday, November 19, 2009

i found you hunnn :DD
you know what ? im gonna love you .
and my will grow and grow and grow more and more .
just like a tree :)
im gonna love you till my last breath .
i love you . atlast , i own you :)
thank you god :) i send you my secret prayer up to you , god :)
alhamdulillah .
for now , i will make you happy :)
my target - i dont want to fight . if we're fight , i will give up :)
i dont want to lose you hunnn .

mmmuuuuuahhhx :D

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Dear Aqyl :

dear my beloved friend , aqyl
you know what ? i've been waiting for you such a long time ago .
im start loving you since my first comment with you on myspace .
i've crushed on you .
but since you said that you have a boyfriend , im sad .
3 days , 3 sad days . then you cheer me up .
thanks aqyl :) iloveyou aqyl .
but , i cant own you :( why aliff why ? hmmm
cause im not handsome , not cute , not hot .
im a dumbass . yeah . but seriously aqyl . if you want me to jump from 13th floor tower , i will .
that is because i love you .
my sunshine , my moon , my firefly , my light , my soul , my everything

iloveyou , aqyl :)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I Wonder ,
If i will ever love anyone as much as i love you .
If i will ever be able to hide the scars ,
That you left
If the wounds will ever heal
That You Left
If the clouds will ever lighten
But if you meant to
Make me doubt myself
Make me cry
Make me suffer
Make me feel alone
Make me hate myself
DEMOLISH ME
YOU Succeeded

Awah , you're my greatest girl i ever met .
but i cant own you :'(
forever i will love you . i know you hates me .
i dont bloodycare . i will love you for now.. as a friends :')
angin bulan november tiup sayu .
perlahan-lahan aku hirup coffee .
perhatikan tasik , perhatikan langit yang gelap .
keseorangan aku duduk ditemani lampu taman .
ternyata hidup aku tanpa pasangan memang kelam .
tapi itu hanya perasaan bukan ingatan .
mula hidup baru bukan senang .
banyak kekunang berterbangan .
kekunang dengan lampu , memang hebat pasangannya .
tapi kunang , kau kena ingat .
kau hidup , dia mati .
tapi aku tahu , cinta kau dan dia memang kekal abadi .

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

love is happiness
the joy make me laugh all the time
darling , dont ask me that stupid question okay ?
why you always ask me 'do you love me?' ?
why ? you know the answer rite ?
i will always love you .
always .
if i have a cancer and will live only 3 months , do you still love me ?
help me get through it ?
i cant imagine how pretty your are .
but , it's to late to own you .
why love is so cruel ?
i want to propose you that day .

:'(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

alone i sleep
alone i wake
alone i cry
alone i dead .
its not just a feeling .
its like a virus .
there must be a mistake .
its not just a smile .
and its not a fake .
if im dead now , would you continue your life with your special one ?
if im dead now , would you smile when you burried me ?
if im dead now , would you remember me ?
its not just about love .
its about life .
like a burning candle
memories come hunting me again
with the sound of fire wave .
thru the sorrow street , where i was 13th .
its a place . full of desire , smile , and everything i could't imagine .
the sun shining thru my dark living room .
where i was 12th .
it's start all over again and again .
yesterday comes tomorrow and the next .
where i have a rubik cube and a brain .
it was my lucky day . where i met a girl .
have a big smile on her face .
words of wisdom .